Hello, beautiful lights and souls. It is Wednesday, February 4th. And I'm curious if you have felt the timeline shift. In my meditation this morning, I heard it's go time. And so here I am over this last year. I have six notebooks, six journals this thick, full of channeled messages. And I've been so caught up in these wrestling matches inside of me, learning to trust myself, and learning how to get rid of doubt, how to kick doubt out of my life once and for all. And what really helped me with the doubt removal was something I read in the Gospel of Mary Magdalene as I constantly am revisiting the gospel and reading all kinds of different teachers and scholars' insights around the gospel. And I loved one of them that said, uh, where Mary says, do not doubt, do not doubt, do not be double-minded in your heart. Wow, double-minded in your heart. That really stuck with me. And so I'm going to read you some things from my journal that I've been having notes around this whole year. And I share all of these things, by the way, in my community. This is what I'm walking people through in the sisterhood that I just launched. And this month we're on forgiveness, which is perfect timing for what we're going through. This and deep self-forgiveness. And this is what it says. When you think about the thing you do not want, and you have a lot of energy behind it, you create the thing you do not want. So you can create the experience of not wanting that thing. You create constantly what you think about constantly, but it's the experience that we create here. Life is experiential. So the truth is that light creates matter. We are light, created by light to create matter, to create in matter, and we create through our energy because it drives our choices and actions in life. And it all has a consequence. The word consequence means con, means with or together, to follow along with something in a natural chain of events. If I say I don't know, I create, I don't know. If I say I don't want to be broke, it creates being broke. Love creates love, joy creates joy. Look in look at the truths you are living in your life. This is why the only thing left to heal is your belief there is anything left to heal. That was a message I received in Egypt back in 2023. Because your very seeking for healing will create the experience of something needing healing. Are you guys getting how this works? We are the ones who are creating every experience in our reality. How we respond to every experience in our reality, I'll say that, especially with everything that's going on right now. So instead of thinking and feeling the painful hard experiences, think and feel on what lights you up. Because what lights you up lights up the world. I'm beginning to get it. Those deep beliefs just need a new seed of truth. Don't tend a garden of weeds. Plant new seeds of truth. So what do you want to create? Okay, so then you can journal about that. What do you want to create? The first thing that Weston taught me from the other side is about truth. And what I just shared here. Your truth is what lights you up. If you think, say, feel blank, you create blank so you can experience blank. Okay, so you can use this formula just to reverse engineer your own inner experience because sometimes when we look at ourselves, we might not necessarily know why we're doing the thing that we're doing, why we're feeling the way that we're feeling. Sometimes it's energy, but now, since we've shifted timelines, the work is now to really integrate and embody your awakening. So I really sit with this and write down if I say, think, or feel blank, I create blank so I can experience blank. And this is how we take full responsibility for our lives. And this is what I go on to say it's really that simple. You work on the levels of the seed of light or truth you plant in the field of your consciousness, it grows in the field of all that is, what lives internally gets made externally in time, which is our sculpting medium to understand deeply this energetic sequence for us to understand it, for us to really come to this awareness that we are creating it. So there are three steps that Weston taught me from the other side that I've been incorporating for this whole year, and they change and they work together and they go deeper and they they're very holographic and they're very simple concepts and they meet you at the level of consciousness that you're at, which is how you know it's spiritual information and not from my own mind. The first one is truth. He said, The truth is what lights you up. You know the truth because it lights you up, and what lights you up lights up the world. Live your truth. The second thing is faith. And he said, faith is holding in your mind, in your consciousness, what it is you will to create. Holding in your consciousness what you will to create, and it's your I can energy. The third thing is your trust. And I gave a whole talk around what he taught me about trust, and that is you're never not trusting something. Trust is the stability, it's the foundation that we have below us for every single action that we take in the world in our life. Everything we do is because we're trusting in a consequence, even if that consequence is unconscious, even if that consequence is going to keep us stuck, even if that consequence is going to cause us pain. That's the old mechanics of waking up. The new mechanics of waking up is that you aren't afraid. And I think in the Bible, fear not appears, I forgot how many times a lot. And I'm not even gonna stop to look it up right now because it's irrelevant. But don't fear is repeated over and over and over again. Same thing with don't doubt. And as I said in the beginning of this video, that creates the double-mindedness of the heart. And we don't want to trust the double-mindedness of the heart. We don't want to trust our pain. We don't want to trust what we're creating by error. We don't we can look at this formula again. If I say think or feel blank, I'm creating blank so I can experience blank and we can take total responsibility with that. And so we can become conscious of the truth or the lie. We can become very aware of that. We can become conscious of our I can or I cannot. What we are holding in our constant consciousness, what we will to create, and of what we trust. Do we trust doubt and limitation? Do we trust our can or our cannot? This is the place from which all action originates. Within our heart, within our heart, within our truest self, within living what lights us up, when we find our truth, when we find our our purpose, and our purpose is to live what lights us up. That's our purpose. It's to love what you already love and to do it with so much joy. And it doesn't matter what it is, what we're invited into in this new energy is we want to find the place inside of us where the soul resides. What is this drive in me that I have had all my life to feel and find my purpose, my true self, that which answers the question, who am I? And if the brain is a manufacturer of experiences, which it is, it naturally seeks that which feels like deep meaning. The mind must also be cultivated and sculpted and disciplined. And the true self waits beneath the turbulent waters of the mind to the deeper place in the heart, the place where our soul resides. That which activates love, not love like we think of love, but love as a creative expulsion principle of creation. And this is the force that seeks expression in me, in all people. And the ego argues for illusion or that which does not last. The experiences of the flesh, the experiences of the senses, including drama, hate, and violence. One who does these things is acting against the soul, and that inner violation is excruciatingly painful. And this is what it means that what we do to another, we are really truly doing to ourselves because we are living again, consequence. We're living with the consequences of the experience that we have created, and whatever we're doing outside of us is being reflected perfectly in here. And this came through in download. I love this. The treasure will not be handed over to the thief of the mind. But when the mind comes into cooperation with the heart, and when the body has been rewritten, then you come into complete harmony within yourself. You are in divine coherence. And then I went on to say all of the things that I've stopped doing in the last two years. I'm not drinking, I'm not smoking pot anymore, I'm not binge eating, I'm not even eating any sugar anymore. I meditate every day, and now I am learning at last to be here as my soul, as a spark of God, a source of the source, and learning to stay unwaveringly in my truth. These truths tell me that God is real. This life is to wake up and remember yourself, which is to come into coherence and to recognize the mind to align and live your truth. Words are seeds, they plant in the mind, but they sprout in the heart, and the fruits are your words and actions in the world. I also had an insight. Follow what lights you up and drop what doesn't, like it's that simple. Stop thinking, saying, and doing that which keeps you hung up on yourself. Eliminate what does not light you up and do what does. For this is your true nature as light. What does it mean to be devotion in motion? It means your whole life is a spiritual practice. So what are you practicing? Beliefs are not truth, they are the concrete opinions of the ego, and they are the constructs of your lived version of reality. And everyone, everyone is living their own version of reality. You shall know the truth, and the truth shall set you free. Free from what? Free from your lower nature, the habituated self. Take some time now to define your truth by asking yourself truly what lights you up. This was a deep conversation today. There is a lot in here that I packed in here. These simple concepts that Weston has given me from the other side. Well, it's not even the other side. I'm not going to say the other side. These concepts that Weston has given me from the frequency in which he now resides have poured through me, have churned through me, and have they cultivate and they change and they they morph and they meet me exactly at the level of my consciousness. And that's exactly where they'll where they will meet you too. And as you continue to work with them, what lights me up? What lights me up? What lights me up? It I kept asking this question this whole year, what lights me up? And of course it started with the tangible things. And so I was making all this list of the things outside that lit me up. And as I kept doing this and kept doing this and kept doing this, I got to the true nature of myself. That which lights me up is the divine God, source, creator, whatever you want to call it, light. Light, love, truth, and God are all the same frequency. So when we live what lights us up, we are living our soul's purpose. And you know you're living in your soul's purpose because you feel that alignment, you feel that inner integrity. And so right now, when the world is having this timeline shift, it's going to create the illusion of separation. And I think that what I went through on Monday, and what a lot of my girlfriends went through on Monday, who are also deeply doing this work, experience this profound pain, this profound separation, this profound division, this profound darkness that comes over the consciousness where when you're in it, you can't see the light. That we come here and we forget. And it is not easy, and it does hurt. And the evolution of your soul is to live your light because when you live your light, that light lights the light in other people just by resonance, just by frequency, because that same light that lights you up as source, as the divine source code is coded in everybody else. And so that resonance gets triggered. But it's not your responsibility to it's not your responsibility what other people do with it. We all live our own consequences. What follows the choices that we make. And we can feel inside of ourselves and learn to be really honest with ourselves, to live the truth that lights us up, to know that we can live in the truth that lights us up and to hold a vision of what that feels like in our life. And then to trust it and to trust God, to trust ourselves, to not step out of it, to trust ourselves to not self-abandon, to trust ourselves to not harm ourselves anymore, and to trust ourselves to love ourselves, most of all. I'm gonna end this here and invite you to really sit down and revisit this, rewind this, and ask yourself those questions. Go in deep, begin to do this work. Just what lights me up? I can live what lights me up. I trust what lights me up. And this is the process. Those are the first three steps. And then the next one is we surrender, which I'll get into that in another video because that is a whole conversation. Again, they're such simple concepts, but the practices and the insights that come from them are just like these beautiful, never-ending treasures that mean different things to whoever's going through them. That's the that's the beautiful, miraculous thing of all of it. All right, loves. I'll see you soon. Have a great day. Bye.